Tuesday, 27 August 2019

The Fearless.





I used to spend time and play with kids in my boyhood.Even now I still do.Kids are just amazing.
Especially when they are in a certain age where everything seems impossible.A lot runs my mind when you listen to their questions and the things they ask you to do.

Their dad is the strongest man they know.
They have to fight to get what they want by all means through sheer persistence.
They ask anything,anywhere,anyhow.
They dare try new things.They explore.
They learn quickly and adapt super fast.
...

I wonder, where did kid fearlessness go?
Do I have to be scared and wonder what other people had to say about me?
Why can't I speak out my heart the way a kid does,honestly and openly?
Can't I pursue the music in my heart without being the crowd drowning it?
Where did the aggression go? Can't I play the game of life boldly?
When will I break off the barriers and go for what is in my heart?
Why can't I see possibility in everything instead of impossibilities?

Is it not better to try and fail than fail to try?
Is it not better  to ask and the answer is 'no'  than assume the answer has already been set?
If I don't stand up for what I want in life who will?
If I don't adapt and learn quickly in the ever changing world,am I not waiting for my extinction?
What is holding me back?


Wednesday, 16 May 2018

What Will You Do?



When they talk dirty and ignoble in your ears,
When they flip through an explicit video in your eyes,
When she touches you and thoughts start running your mind,
When your body demand for more sensations,
What will you do? Will you say everybody is doing it?

When they disregard the walk of brethren,
When they openly tell you church is full of hypocrites,
When they lead a prayerless and Wordless life,
When doctrine run through the media and you're wondering what to believe,
What will you do? Will you just remain silent?

When you've no job and all the I want is 'tea'.
When you want promotion and all they want is what you've reserved for your spouse,
When they back bite in your job and business,
When you've been unfairly dismissed,
What will you do? Will you give in?

When retrenchment is happening all over,
When tough economic times hit and business stand on shaky ground,
When it's even hard to provide for basic family needs,
When all the friends you had depart from you,
What will you do?Will you drain your life into alcohol?

When the person you trusted most betray you,
When the people you thought you can count on turn against you,
When no one wants to be associated with you,
When she hands you the divorce papers,
What will you do?Will you commit suicide?

Tough times will always be there,


Wednesday, 12 July 2017

All The Difference



BELIEVE – while others are doubting.
PLAN – while others are playing.
STUDY – while others are sleeping.
DECIDE– while others are delaying.
PREPARE– while others are daydreaming.
BEGIN – while others are procrastinating.
WORK – while others are wishing.
INVEST– while others are wasting.
LISTEN– while others are talking.
SMILE – while others are frowning.
COMMEND – while others are criticizing.
PERSIST – while others are quitting.

Friday, 30 June 2017

Everyday is Valentine

All through everyday,
You've won red,at heart.
You've maintained a bouquet of flowers,fresh.
You've been a gift,priceless.

Thinking Love,is thinking Wink,
Thinking  Wink,is thinking treasure,
Thinking treasure,is thinking life,
Thinking life,is thinking future,
Thinking future, is together with Mercy. 

In my lowest moment you've stood with me,
In my highest moments you've been proud of me.
In my outbursting moments,you've remained calm for me.
In my broke moments,you've taken water with me.
In my failing moments you've forgiven me 

Nothing can reciprocate your unconditional love for me,
Nothing can pay the sacrifices you've made for me,
Nothing can equate,the patience you've had for me,
Nothing can compare,the feel good you give me.
Nothing and noone can occupy,the special room you've in me.
Every day,
I will pray for you and us.
I will always understand you.
I will always be there for you.
I will give you my all that you may need.
I will seek the best for you and us.
I will always seek to make you happy. 
And today,tomorrow and forever,
I promise to love you unconditionally.

Thursday, 29 June 2017

All In The Album

In their 20's,it was one of those classic couple,
Her hair curled like that of Irene Cara,
His stature must be the reason mantra;tall dark and handsome.
They were looking vibrant,
Full of vibration,
The vibe of their peers,they must have been.
They had nil children then,
Now they have three;29,25,21.

How they now look, all in the album.
The only single day he wore shoes at primary school was in class 3,receiving an award,
The only trace of his dad ever attending a church service was in 1999,receiving baptism.
How can he forget how his green,white and black uniform at secondary school,
And the serious look he wore when he turned 18.
He is now the 25 yr old kid,the age his dad was when he wore the mantra.
The boyhood,iall in the album. 

A handshake receiving another award,this time in form one.
Everything remains quiet till form four.
Memories were rekindled,
From surrendering at the principal's office.
Serving at the science laboratory.
Good friends made,it's all in the album. 

Unitàtè et Labore.
The labore was soccer and table tennis.
The labore was going for hikes from Ngong hills to Longonot.
The labore was capturing all the moments that were happening and posting them in social media,
The labore was being amongst people..
The 'labore' ,all in the album. 

It gives a piece of memory after memory.
It  reminds us were young and now old but His faithfulness abides in us.
It reminds us we will not be young forever.
Reminds us of the time we used with people who were just but wind in our lives.
It reminds us after all is said and done,only memories left.
It's all in the album. 

As you read this,
The the album is full.
Though more photos keep on coming,
Life is at a different lane,
Still finding a footing in it.
Some day generation will look back,feel and learn.
May they be proud of all that will be in the album.

Tuesday, 27 June 2017

All She Desires.

A pen and paper,she inked;
Don't coin happiness if you are hurting,
Don't take everything too serious,
Don't remember my past mistakes,
Don't forgive me if you don't mean it,
Don't stay for ages,MARRY me sooooon! 

A phone and finger,she texted;
Love God more than me,
Let me go home in time,I am still daddy's gal,
Take more risk for life is for risk takers,
Be better today than yesterday for us. 

A break and offline,she responded;
Instead of 'you could have' use 'how about',
Perfectionism is not of this world avoid,
Never judge me,it's just unfair,
Don't make me feel guilty,we all make mistakes.
A silence and no word,she felt;
How do I tell him how much I love him,
May he be patient with me,
to continue working on become better day by day.
Sorry for all the heartaches.
I never meant to hurt you.
A talk and presence,she said;
One thing;
Be strong for me.

Sunday, 25 June 2017

Who Am I?

I am a child of God.
I am a new creature in Christ
I am a branch of the true vine.
I am a friend of Jesus.
I am a fellow heir with Christ.
I am no longer a slave to sin,my old self has been crucified.
I am joined with the Lord so one Spirit with Him.
I am no longer a slave, but a child and an
heir.
I am chosen, holy, and blameless before God
I have been justified and redeemed.
I have been set free from the law of sin and death.
I have been justified and redeemed.
I have been accepted by Christ.
I have been called to be a saint.
I have been set free in Christ.
I have been blessed with every spiritual
blessing in the heavenly places.
I have become the righteousness of God in
Christ.
My body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who dwells in me.
God leads me in the triumph and knowledge of Christ.
I am the head and not the tail; I am above only and not beneath.
I Can do all things through Christ Jesus

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